do you want me to tell you a little about myself? so you can trust me more. i get that you have zero tolerance and i respect that but i messed up and made a mistake and would like a second chance, god forgives, the doctor forgives, why cant you forgive me and give me another try? if i do something wrong then you can ban me again but i promise i wont do anything wrong, all i want to do is play on this server its minecraft, its meant to be fun and everyone can enjoy it, im sorry for what i did and i want to play the right way on this server now.

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i have had time to think about it ive been on this reply thread for nearly 2 hours now. thats how much i want to get back and how much i regret the decisions i made.