Server owner can have the final say. The people who play here are nice. It is a fun server. The reason we are able to keep it nice and fun is by having a zero tolerance for rule breaking. You have broken rules twice for no good reason. Your remorse and sorrow and apology seems inadequate. I feel it would be unfair to those who follow the rules to allow you to play the way you've played and stay. The only time I've seen players successfully get unbanned from immature actions like yours has been when they've taken like a year to think about it and mature. Frankly, your promises are shallow. You don't have a reputation that makes me want to trust your word. It's unfortunate you've done this. The consequences in life can be painful, but those are usually the lesson learned best. I wish you well.